Emotion v. Logic
I need to make a record of this somewhere, to remind myself with, so here it is. Unedited paste of some messages I sent to the wonderful women who take care of me and my house (Cortney Caison and Kelly Martin).
girl, i appreciate you so much
You sent Today at 4:48 PM
both of you
You sent Today at 4:48 PM
it's so much more than the housework
You sent Today at 4:48 PM
it's the being with friends and laughing and gossiping and all that
You sent Today at 4:48 PM
i haven't had that for a very long time, mainly because sam did not like visitors coming over.
You sent Today at 4:49 PM
so i tried to limit them coming
You sent Today at 4:49 PM
month or more would go by where i wouldn't see anybody but family
You sent Today at 4:49 PM
jesus christ, i was barely alive in so many ways
You sent Today at 4:50 PM
i don't want him back, when i really think about things
You sent Today at 4:50 PM
emotionally yes
You sent Today at 4:50 PM
logically, hell no, never again
You sent Today at 4:50 PM
fortunately i try to let my head rule my heart.