Jennifer E. Thomas (j3nny3lf) wrote,
Jennifer E. Thomas
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Two things...

I can't sleep, and this sucks because I KNOW I will get sleepy in the middle of church in about.. four hours.

And for some reason, I want to write and write and write. I want to wallow in nostalgia and stroll down memory lane and share all of these incredible life-memories I have, but nothing is coming out. I keep re-reading my sister's post about life with our father (linked at the end of my latest hotlist, a couple of posts back tonight) and THAT is the kind of thing I want to write this morning, something that is deep and thoughtful and interesting and presents something far out in a really understandable way, and the FUCKING WORDS AREN'T COMING TO ME.

This pisses me off.

I need more cowbell.
Tags: frustration
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